I'm not even pretending I don't but I wanted to address this quote - And it would change everything. It's the pretending and hiding and not knowing that has caused things to be even worse. I need to know, then I would know I have something to fight for. I love you forever and I want to fight to be the man you deserve and I can be but I need to know you'll be there when the fight is over - or at least you want to be.